I have to say that I’m feeling as though I’ve spilled out a lot of stuff about myself in my previous posts and I feel a bit uncomfortable about it. Part of me wanted to delete them, the other part feels that it is therapeutic to let these things out somewhere. So I’m not sure really whether it’s a good or a bad thing. One of the main things is that I can’t bear the thought that it’s being self indulgent – that isn’t my intention – and to be so open and free with my words isn’t the way I was brought up. I might just concentrate on jollier things for a bit, if that’s ok.